(((((((((Pat Susan Fuzzy)))))))))))

Thank you for caring.

It seems like everything is building up and I don't know what to do.

*****trigger******

Mike tried to take his life here the other night...thankfully he didn't. I am going through *ell right now..he is gone to get help and I am left to pick up the pieces

I was able to stop him - how.. I have no idea - my 2 sons were sleeping and all I wanted to do was to protect them. I am so afraid....angry that he would try to do this around us...is this normal? Am I supposed to be angry? scared? am I afraid of how I feel? I have built a wall around me because of him....we are not together anymore - why would he do this to me?