K-- I am so glad you finally talked to someone there!! I bet it felt so good to get it out and get someone to care and help you, though I'm sure the hospital had to be scarey, in a way I hope it was a comfort. All that monitor they are doing is very impressive. So is going back to college so soon. Be careful you don't over-do it. You have just made my heart happy to know that someone (a lot of someones) is looking out for you and you know and believe that people care, that you are worth it. I am sending you so many hugs and praises right now!!!