This is the first place I've been that I have felt comfortable about posting my inner thoughts and fears, feelings, etc. But then I disappear for awhile, and............. nothing. I do subscribe to a numner of forums, so I get them in my email, and I have noticed more than a few posts on "where is so-and-so, we havent seen him/her in ages". But I go away for awhile, and no one even bothers to ask about me. Its almost as if I didnt exist. Believe me, I get enough of that in real life. Maybe I'm just being overly sensitive, I dunno. I am a dependant personality, and I guess I need some kind of reinforcement from folks that I do matter in their lives, even if it is over the Internet. Now I'm not saying I need 100 responses to this post (LOL), but one or two would be nice