You say you want help but don't want to take meds. Sorry, will not work!! I live in Ga. and have no money and the state helps me. If you had cancer would you not take chem-o. Think about it. I can't live without them. I enjoy feeling better. I pay 6.00 dollars per script. I am on 4 meds so 24.00 a month. I seen my Dr. today and told him how good I feel. I was like you.I hope you find the help that is out there for us. Take care