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Old Apr 08, 2005, 05:50 AM
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For the past four nights, I've had nothing but dreams about using meth and/or crack. Everytime I wake up fiending for it and I think about it constantly. I can't even function enough to write my poetry right now because all I can think about is wanting a hit of dope. Do any of you ever have these dreams and wake up feeling the same way?

I wish the dreams would stop. I'm on the verge of a serious relapse, I feel it.
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