I HAVE antidepressants. I have been dealing with depression itself for a very long time.. certainly NOT new to that at all, but I have noticed the up moods getting crazier and I do crazier things during those times.

I have always been affected by the seasons, even as a child, but now it is a complete change, though I still go up and down throughout all seasons, just not as high or as low as the big seasonal ones.. if that makes sense at all.