i am not a bad person. i have anger issues, and my husband pushes my buttons and i tell him what an ahole he is. because he is. he knows my history, knew before we got married. told him i have issues. he is hateful, vindictive, and abusive in his own way. i am going to an attorney tomorrow and filing for separation. I have asked him for this and he refused. how can someone who says they love you treat you like you are garbage. everything is not my fault, and i admit mine, but doesnt it take two people to make a marriage work or not? I am so friggin angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he told me tonight the only reason he has not "kicked my ***" out is that he loves me, and that if I ever call him a name again he will put all my things in the front yard. i hate him i hate him i hate him. why cannot anyone love me? i get along with everyone but him....god i want to just SCREAM! please somebody just hold me......