I'm not having a good life. Don't look for me too much around here. I would so love to (trigger), but that would be the easy and stupid way out. I'm not quite there yet, but the thoughts. Wishing for some miracles. I'm running out of money to see my T. I might squeeze in one last appointment, but after that, it will probably be over until I get more money. I'm down to what will probably last me the next few weeks and it will be totally gone. I am several hundred dollars behind on car insurance, plus I owe taxes and I think the tax people did it wrong and I really *owe* LOTS more than they filed for. Doesn't matter how much the cost, I have no money to pay it. Right now, they filed that I owe $106. I believe that is wrong and it should be at least a few hundred plus. Money isn't causing my mood right now, though. My mood was better until more problems with my ex refusing to let me see my kids. I am totally being shut out of their lives. People mention about getting legal help, but my ex is great at making people's lives a living Hell, and with all the stress from it I would end up (least triggering term I can think of), non-existant. I won't post or reply much right now. I'll look around some, but I'm not even reading as many threads that I normally do.