2 days to go and i feel like im hyper everything!

dont know if there was a loud noise if i would jump, run or burst into tears (not something i usually do - all cried out a long time ago) - but tears keep coming to my eyes and i dont know why? just edgy i guess - wondering what work will be like this afternoon - hoping that it will be ok - scared - but dont know what of - that's dumb! I just wish it were over - it's just a day and I want it over!!!

By tuesday it will be gone for another year - but I dont want to play this game any more! - taking my bat and ball and going home

wish I could

- most of my family are in the UK and my sis thats here....well shes dealing with her life - just feeling a bit lost today - take care P7