I've been thinking about this alot. Im 27 and i've never had a boyfriend -- well not really. And even more surprisingly .. I've never kissed a boy. Some have tried, but I always deny or I break up with them before it gets to a point like that. I don't think im rationally scared of them. I think I just have some internal distrust that keeps me from a serious relationship with anyone. I'm not sure why I'm posting this. I'm just feeling a bit alien/wierd-like so i had to post.