Welcome ((((((((((((((((((((((((paperoses))))))))))))))))))))). Sometimes things happen that take some time to heal. Maybe you can give yourself the time you need. Everyones journey is different. Please try and be patient and know that there is something wonderful ahead of you. I understand the feeling of broken but maybe it is the pain telling you that. Please know I am out here if you need someone to talk to or just listen.

BB