Numbers get stuck in my head and they won't leave me alone. It's hard to stop counting the exact time. Today would be 7 weeks and 2 days, except that none of it counts anyway, but I still don't know if I can stop counting.

Thanks for the suggestions. The ice cube one doesn't sound too bad right now, which is strange since usually these approaches will eventually just make me want to do something for real. It isn't worth it in the long run though - that's right. What I don't know is if I care about the long run at this point.

Thanks for your help ((((((yesitsme)))))))))