One more thought, have you spoken with your sponsor about this?
Places like this are OK, but face to face with your sponsor is a better idea. Also my grand sponsor told me he never knew a man to go back out that asked God for help that morning. Bama, expand on your spiritual condition. This is the crunch we wait for. This is when we see exactly how well we have worked the program. When we feel the old stuff closing in on us, we need another sober person to talk to. Call your sponsor.
Richard