I take it you checked out the link too? *is embarrassed*

This is the email I sent

"Hi,

Yes, it has made me realise why the doctor suggested taking time off for a reason.. But I just felt that I needed to go in to check up on what had been done work wise and to make sure that I wasn't too far behind and just to show my face, let epeople know that I hadn't just been bunking off, that I have actually been ill and still am. No-one asked many questions which was helpful.

I hope they don't. No, it was at home, but it just seems like they'd kick me out because I'd missed college for something self inflicted. I don't know, maybe it's just me worrying too much and too irrationally. I guess I'll find out next week what happens..

I'm just afraid that everything's starting to get easier again like it did not too long ago and it's just going to fall back again, you know? But I was talking to the crisis team this morning and they were saying that at least I've experienced it before, like as people get older, they experience the same things time and again sometimes and each time they figure out better ways to overcome it. So hopefully this will be the case this time.. I don't want to fall back.. I fele okay today, I've made an effort with myself despite waking up tired and groggy.. I've straghtened my hair, picked out an outfit that makes me feel good, done my makeup and it's just lifted my mood so much, along with Josh Groban's song.. Don't Give Up, You Are Loved.. That always helps

Thankyou. It's nice to know that someone sees me as a survivor, although.. I'm not quite a survivor yet, because I'm not completely out of the woods.. But I hope so much that I'll get there."