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Originally Posted by I_WMD
the rewards if you were ever clean and sober.
madisgram,,,,,? Been there ,, done that .,,Did I mention somewhere in this thread >>>>>..." For I am an addict "......
What I am trying to point out is this : Ya fight it everyday ,, just sometimes you have a whole lot of days running together >>..Even YEARS !!
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hi wmd,
i get it....and do relate to the struggles you are going through. i couldn't get sober the first time i tried..or the second, etc...it took me a while to make it stick. not that i'm recommending that or braggin' that i 'slipped' so often. for me it was all about the choices i made. i kept telling myself that i just wanted to be "normal" like my friends (what ever is that?!!!)...so i'd pick up 'da drink again. i always got the same result..for me, failure to be able to stop...til, like you said, i chose to.
i'm glad you are talking about this  and hope to see ya around this forum.
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