oh down...
im so sorry to see you so, well... down.
i cannot imagine the hole you feel from losing several close, loved ones all in one season. particularly this one; leaves falling, rain coming and such. but i can see what it would look like.
as a dog/daughter owner/mother, i do know that feeling. the instant i saw the word 'dog' in yr post, my eyes started their familiar leaking. i cant imagine what it will be like when ill have to face that decision with my little girl 'cub', or if that decision is made for me by fate. ive lost many pets, and dogs have always been my brothers, sisters, and children. im so sorry.
you are a calming and warm woman, and you have been very kind to me and very keen to when ive needed someone just to ask how i was doing. i hope these last few words from me make YOU feel a tiny bit warmer even though right now its chilly outside and in your world.
xo
presh