(((((((((((((((((((((((january)))))))))))))))))
I feel your pain. When you do find an escape , a window or a door let me know. I am here for you and I really enjoy talking to you in chat. I know chats can be logged but for some reason it is a better way for me and for some others to express themselves. It must be very hard what you are going through right now. You are in my thoughts.

Take care,
Leslie