(((greg))) - thanks. i just wish the drama could be cut out. then we'd all be really fun people to be with! i find myself always with other borderliners, and end up in bad relationships because of the drama.

(((river))) - thanks so much for pointing that out! i wasn't aware of that at all, but it makes sense. i don't think he knows when i've taken too much benzos, i was pretty normal, and he hasn't seen me on benzos many times. i even made music whilst under the influence, and now that i listened to it, it was pretty good. hehehehe. ahh just kidding. i don't intend to do this on a regular basis. but thank you for sharing your opinion, it just might have saved this relationship.


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