i feel a need to vent, but theres nothing there to fcking let out

i THINK im doomed, i think im miserable, i think im angry, i think im forgotten, i think im cursed, i think im shameful, i think im beyond repair

but i just FEEL gray. blank. vacant. void.
yr life check bounced, presh!

I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. i want to be alone.

"everything looked and sounded unreal. nothing was what it is. THATS WHAT I WANTED --
TO BE ALONE WITH MYSELF IN ANOTHER WORLD WHERE TRUTH IN UNTRUE AND LIFE CAN HIDE FROM ITSELF."

-eugene o'neill
from 'long days journey into night'


and no, my friends, i dont want to be left alone here. please dont leave me alone. those of you that know my current situation are well aware of who and what im talking about. you precious few know why i scream I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT THE FCK ALONE.

(im sorry i make no sense. living with people who make no sense is very contagious im told.)



PRSHDMND

xo

presh