Hey BIZI,

Oh I see. Well once again you know what I mean. I do infact feel like I am trying hang in there until the 8th, LOL, literally. Like it's a tournament, The last leg of the race. LOL. So far I have been trying to manage my stress by either leaving out for a drive, or a cigarette . I took an 500mg IBPROFEN to get back to sleep the other night. But as you can see I am awake again tonight. I don't know what it is, if I awake for some reason, GOD forbid I think of something, or maybe the tv was left on, so I may hear something on it, and BAMM I'm up, and this is speaking of the few times that I am able to sleep. How cool is it to be on the MEDS, versus before you were on them ? I'm depending on them to give me the calm, and self-control that I lack. REALLY. Well, I'm gonna turn this off atlease, and lay down, see what happens. I tried Tylenol sleep aid 2 years ago and that sucked, in the morning I felt like I hads been on something. So I hope the prescription sleep aid isn't like that. Well thanks for listening as always . . .

Gene