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Originally Posted by theama
omg my bf is the same way. If I'm depressed or suicidal, he walks out on me and just leaves me alone - or he tells me to snap out of it, or he calls me emo. If I'm upset for a valid reason, he thinks it's my disorder and says "I'm not dealing with you when you're being negative".
I've linked him to my blog, but he doesn't want to read it - and generally he's not interested in learning about the disorder.
It's so frustrating, and the thought of him walking out on me when I need him the most is petrifying - which is why I haven't committed myself fully to him.
I'm glad I'm not the only one... that's awful, cos I wouldn't want anyone to go through this, but you know what I mean.
I really don't know what to do with him.
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Hey THEAMA, yeah to me, it makes me feel all alone, because since we are Bi-p or MANIC Dep. , which ever, who can we be that with ? I don't want somebody to that wants me to like " ACT NORMAL " , which I will usually, but when I'm feeling down, then I'm feeling down. And thats that. And thats when I need him you know. So I guess you are lucky, I am married with 2 kids, and thinking about divorce, because I just realized my BI-P this last month. Im facing it like. And I don't want him to hinder my improvement, or treatment. Because when he trys to trick me with my disorder, it hurts, I really feel way down, suicidal and all that , especially when I find out he was just lying and using my disorder to cover it up, it makes me feel like he's not in my best interest. You know. Later
