So, my bf and I have been together for 2 and a half years. He has given me no reason to not trust him but yet I don't. We lived together and now he lives in Florida and i am in Ohio and moving down there after Christmas. So now we fight about it everyday. He wants me to tell him whats going on in my head that makes me this way. I think that I know what it is but have just recently been able to talk about it, on here only. I was molested when I was younger and I think that is root of my problems. I don't want to tell him this though but yet its to that point where he may break up with me. I love him with all my heart and he says that he is going to marry me but how do I know? I am afraid that he will leave me if I tell him. I know that I should see someone to talk about this but I don't have insurance and he knows this too. I don't know what to do. It's so hard, I know that I need to talk to him but I just can't.