I'm afraid that I might be stressing my bf out. I continusously tell him about my problems and that I had thought of hurting myself and family problems. I alway tell him that if he wants to leave me to please tell me. He hasn't yet and it's been 7 months. I really care for him...but I'm afraid of smothering him since he is the only close realitonship I ahve....I seem to get worried really easily wwhich I wish i wouldn't...He is probably my first love...I'm 19 by the way and he is 24. He make me relaly happy. we could be doing nothing and that would be fine with me because I jut enjoy his company. I'm jut worried about losing him...I feel I should start ignoring him so I am not so clingy. I've enver been clingy like this before...it makes me feel really uncomfortable. I feel like crying right now becaue I feel like I'm such a burden and I hate that...I've enver been cared before like this

can i please get some guy perspectives on this?