24 hours and it will be over - i dont know whether i am more tired or scared - strange feelings to have at the same time........i think scared is winning - I tell myself there is nothing to be scared of but im still afraid - 24 hours and it will be over .... wish it were over now. then i will be able to think again - I feel like an animal caught in the headlights - unable to move or think - its just 24 hours - I can do that - if I could I would run until I was out of breath and far away...... P7