I'm sitting here still screaming in my head HELP ME PLEASE!!!!! I've just wandered across this site today as I was searching for ways to help myself. I've become very isolated withdrawing and sometimes feel like i look at the world through a box with holes in it. I dont want to hog anyones time, I just know that I so desperatly want myself back. I'm not sure how to go about getting out what i need to say. Do I jump in and list all issues? Is there a special area to do this? I just know that I want to feel anything but constant pain and sadness.