i'm not safe in my home. 45 minutes of continuous triggers. in the beginning i thought i enjoyed it. but then came the children and they got scared. they still are.

and the body's going numb...

i'm not here i'm not here i'm not here.

sitting in the garden with our doggy mila.



sitting by the pond and singing about how the hair is all messed up. and its ok. i'm not here. i don't hear anything. the children play with her. throw her a stick and she runs afte rit and brings it back and she jumps on us.

she is here and has soft fur and silky ears.


twilight and the kids