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It's scary to be found out when you didn't want to be. It can make you mad. On the other side, you really haven't had the help that you need, and this might lead to it. I hope that you take advantage of any opportunity for help that you are offered. Even if you didn't want to be in therapy before, it might be different with someone else, and maybe it will be what you need. Sorry that you are scared though.

Love,
Rap