(((((((((((((((Shadow)))))))))))) That has happened to me as well. It's hard not remembering even though I have a knowledge that something happened, but I also have found it nice not to have to worry about it because it's not there. I think it's all part of what our brains do to keep going. It doesn't always work for the best as adults, but I know it is what kept me able to function and stay alive as a child.

Does hubby know you dissociate? Would you feel comfortable asking him to give highlights of it so you know what's going on?

Hang in there.