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Originally Posted by wanttoheal
(((((((((((((((Shadow)))))))))))) That has happened to me as well. It's hard not remembering even though I have a knowledge that something happened, but I also have found it nice not to have to worry about it because it's not there. I think it's all part of what our brains do to keep going. It doesn't always work for the best as adults, but I know it is what kept me able to function and stay alive as a child.
Does hubby know you dissociate? Would you feel comfortable asking him to give highlights of it so you know what's going on?
Hang in there.  |
Ya so hard, and ya it is nice IT"S not there for that time but I know it'll come back. I have a hard time with letting it go at that time when I know wsomething happened but then sometimes it's completly gone and all I know is a hint that we did this or that, no knowledge of the talk we just had, just that we talked. I do see how it keeped me alive as a child tho, always wondered what keeped me alive, now I know but will have to live with this for like FOREVER, but ohwell.
Ya, Hubby knows now that I dissociate and believes me cause I think he saw. But ya, makes it easier now when I can't hear him to just sit there with I think a blank look and he understand nothing is reaching me. I do ask sometimes for highlights but still feel uncomfortable about it.