You know I totally agree with Pegasus, hon. You also I truly care about you. I'm so sorry dad was so very mean to you. Well done on staying safe. I'm proud of you. It's not about you not having the "right" to post here, of course you do--always!! Everyone does. I do agree, though, that you need to start helping yourself. If you don't want to take this particular med, ask to switch to a different one. I won't give you my comparison about this and any other physical condition again, just realize you are hurting yourself and if you do end up in hospital, you will be forced to take them--talk about bad memories out of that one! If you do not hear from the therapy place by Tuesday, call them up yourself and say you are just checking on when the papers went out because you have not received them yet. There is nothing wrong with doing that. If you don't have the contact info, call your doctor. When your bunny was hurt, you didn't sit and wish it got better--you did something for it. You cleaned her wounds, you kept an eye on her. Do the same for you--nothing against bunnies, but you are a tad bit more important than bunnies are!!! Pretty please. (I could be really mean and withhold any more clouds till you do )