I don't think I'm gonna post here anymore. I'm sorry. I know you all want me to take my meds (wether if it's because you care or if you're just sick of me), but I just really don't want to be labeled. I don't want to have to take them... and i don't even think they'll help... I won't be able to cope if I get any side effects and they're not gonna be able to do anything about my dad or help me cope better about my dad.

I'm just sorry. I'm really, really sorry.