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Please don't stop posting, we really do care about you. We encourage you to take your meds because we care and have seen results from meds ourselves. If you are set on not taking any meds, then I agree with cantstopcrying you need to make that very clear to your doctor. There are other methods that you can try, you are right meds wont change the way your dad treats you, in order to do anything about that you need to be in a stable enviroment away from him. I am sorry I don't have any advice on making that possible but it sounds like something that you need to work on.