Thankyou

I think I will tell my keyworker. It's not constant yet, but it could grow to get worse.

Every time I think about it, something tries to convince me otherwise. The fact that I'm doing "Death of a Salesman" in english, and suicide is meaningless there, the fact that I took philosophy and ethics of religions so I get things like Aquinis' 5 primary principles thrown at me - no. 1 is 'To live', the fact that I go to a catholic school so the thought of taking a life, my own included makes me think I'm going against God, so I think - earth if for but a few years, heaven is for eternity, as is hell. Just things like that. But when I'm there, in that bad place,I just don't care that much. Which is scary ><. The 'as much' gives hope though.