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Nov 23, 2008, 05:26 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2008
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Havent drank it yet just sitting and staring wondering ,wishing,knowing that if l do l wont stop........its like its sitting there looking at me......keep moving and fetching back again.....the need is so bad just to make it go..... no one hear to say no except him and he well he wouldnt say no......say drink self into coma...... make it deaden, make it stop.......... feeling so weak , so tempted.......feel need so much....must not go back along this road need to refocus.....need to scream...........
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