k, can you pour out the booze? i know right now that it is like a magnet but if you can pour it out...will it be all gone in house? sorry don't know who "him" is but that's soo-o unkind if he'd say that!!
so proud of you for not drinking yet. you can do it! all it -the booze-will do is make you feel worse and you'll be harder on yourself. you deserve better than to do this to yourself. you were brave enough to post to us...so let us support what i really know you want to do...not drink it.  i'm so sorry you are feeling so low... 
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