thank you sannah for your confidence in my ability to understand and change. what makes you feel so confident that i can do this? right now i feel fuzzy, confused and uncertain i can fight my way out of a wet paper bag. i can be very intuitive and insightful - but usually for others not me. i'm not trying to elicit sympathy i just feel cloudy and dark in my mind.
shadow, i love the idea of you poking my husband, it gave me a genuine smile! hugs and thanks!!!
my husband's lack of support hurts me cruelly. all i can say is that perhaps he just can't bear to accept a world where people can treat children in such a barbaric way. or maybe he just does not believe me. i do know it hurts a lot.
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