I had troubles making friends as well. I belonged to different groups. i guess I looked at it from a different perspective. I saw myself as well rounded and accepting of all people. I'm not closed-minded and I can understand different points of view...I know it's tough to be the odd one out but sometimes it's great because you are unique...and someday you will appreciate this uniqueness. I didn't ahve a bf until I was 18. I was glad of this because I didn't get into any relationships that didn't have any meaning. My relatioship lasted 9 months and I had some really fond memories. Now I am on my second at 19 and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I adore him and he makes me feel special. I can see at 15 how you feel awkward...but soon enough...if you stay being yourself...wonderful things will happen for you...hope this helps