thanx. i can relate to anger. i've noticed tremendous anger in myself, anger humongous enough to scare the**** out of me. 1-1 1/2 years ago went thru phase of uncontrollable temper under certain conditions and actually physically attacked someone on 2 occasions. Males each time, and did some pretty serious damage. the 2nd time it took me 3 days to not be afraid of myself. At that time I was having nightmares that I couldn't remember but people who were nearby heard all the details of sexual assaults on my person. 2 friends told me that they were so scared for me during one of these nightmares that they actually held hands and prayed for me and a boyfriend at the time told me I was sitting up with eyes open begging to not be hurt anymore. I have no recollection of it and he wouldn't tell me anything I said besides that and that it broke his heart. The nightmares were coming 1-2 times weekly.