Hi silent...and good for you on making it through the night...I know how hard it is...

I remember one night during my last few months of drinking..I shook so bad,,was so frightened of every thought..of not being able to find the drink,,and to drink it...

I took a necktie and made a loop in it,,so that I could loop the tie around my neck and put my hand in the loop. I could take the bottle in my hand and put it in the loop and pull the bottle to my lips with my other hand...no spill...

I was insane...and no amount of willpower in the world could change that..

You don't have to do this alone...You can choose help...

Lenny