Hi Lenny
thank you for that , it just seems such ahard decision to make and feel if l go to AA that l have somehow failed even without letting that drink pass my lips. The urges are there the tempations are there, the logic keeps evading me at times so maybe l do need to choose to not do this alone........l think l will search the info that l need and go from there.......oh l just dont know just wanted it all too stop for a while...stupid l know replace one problem with another
thank you for your kind words
Mandyxx
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