ya I feel really suffocated by my situation too

I keep trying and trying but I keep getting whacked down.

Its hard for me to see it but then someone will help me to catch sight of that glimmer of hope again. Sometimes it takes a lot. sometimes I don't think it's there.

Try to remember that even though we often can't see it, there's hope and there's a way out. Reach out , grab for it blindly till you find it again

had a moment ... a moment that lasted hours where i couldnt see it at all this morning. Then my bf bought me some mochi ice cream, tons of hugs, and tons of yay time. And i'm starting to see it again.

spreading the mochi ice cream, hugs, and as much joy as I can must to everyone