Nobody gives hoot about me, I am a loser and it will never change. I had a meeting with my supportive living person and she took me to walmart and did some shopping. She was kind of rushing me and wanted to go. She triggered me with talk about her friends, engagement, babies, kids, what she will be doing in 5 years and I will not change, I will still be a loser with a dead end job. She never spends the hours with me that she said she will, it is always shorter. I just want someone to be with me, she can just sit and watch a movie with me and that would be fine. I just want the company, instead of sitting all alone night after night.
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