friends best thing right now? -
how about when they say
"Yay I like happy people" tons tons tons in a single night...in reference to me and my bf... I'm having sooo much trouble right now... so rofl... guess she doesn't mean me?

and anxiety symptoms now keeping me AWAY from other people and everything i need to do

so frustrated that i want to WHACK EVERYTHING - and then i do and it makes it worse x.x

getting out of the place good right now? -
HAHAH how about when it causes me to have a PANIC ATTACK. What if doing ANYTHING MAKES ME FREAK OUT x.x x.x And think of how bad everything is and how sad/upset / frustrated I am with EVERYTHING

ARG ARG ARG make it stop