earthmama - try to be strong for your YOUs. be stronger than... well, than me. heh. you can do it. i gave in. but you are strong. you can be safe. you can find a way. then show me how? cuz i dunno either. my lils reaching out - sharing a kitty doll. he's orange and white striped with big green eyes and big paws. held his paw all the way home from t today. he's got plenty more paws to hold....