This is a really cool thing because once you walk through this issue. You are going to feel so much better. I know that it's not that easy but if you can you should fake it until you make it. Pretend to be someone your not guys do it all the time, as do women, and when things are past that ackward point you'll be home free. What I'm trying to get at is yourissue although hiuge because I have it too. Is simply that fear. You can walk right past it nothing horrible or life crumbeling is going to take you out, if you slip up and say the wrong thing. 4he may even like it, and that's the point just be, be true to you we are all flawed. Not a one of us is perfect. If it doesn,t work out don,t beat yourself up over it. There's nothing WRONG with you. Go on but look for women in places that you will like their attributes. I'm not sure what you like doing but get out in the world. There not in your house. Unless you invited them over. Good luck