you are all going to think Im a idiot but i just figured out a trigger- its the camers- in W_i avatar- it was freaking me out to have a camera pointed at me when i read your posts so then i couldnt write because i zoned out and altered. Im glad i figured out so now I know THAT is just how you took a picture of YOURSELF by pointing in a mirror! Dont change it or anything because its always good to learn a trigger. Is anybody else freaked out by a camera pointing at them. It is somehow related to sex abuse but i dont know any more. I think i owed it to you to tell you that ok?