Hi Stefanie,

We all hear you here, you are not alone, we are here to support you

You said you had been told that you need years of therapy and have no funding - are you getting any help dealing with this? It sounds like you have been through a lot and a therapist could help you deal with this - you said you didnt know what to talk about - talk about whatever is bugging you the most - sometimes it just helps to get it out there -

Most of all I want you to know you are NOT ALONE and that darkness can be beaten - you can do this and we are here for you - take care P7