soo..i'm finally home and was looking forward to this for such a long time. i saw all my best friends and i thought that was what i needed...just everything to be back to how things used to be. then i was going to sleep last night and was just so upset. i didnt know what to do with myself...like everytime i SHOULD be happy im not. being home makes me even more upset becuase i know i have to go back to school so soon. and this will all be over...and then all that looking forward to coming home...will be gone. just like everything else in my life. ughhh just frustrated. i just wanna be happpyyy againn