i am kind of embarressed to ask this or talk about it but i am going to try. i was wondering if it is possible to have a loving sexual relationship after years of sexual abuse... at the moment i am single but i hope to someday get married again... and have never had a normal loving sexual relationship. i get totally disgusted when anything turns sexual.... i wont gross you out with details but i guess i was just wondering if there is hope of being able to be intimate with someone i love and actual being there in the moment instead of numb and distant..... your thoughts would be greatly appreciated.
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i was diagnosed with DID 4 years ago although sometimes i deny this disorder.
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