my eyes are puffed up from crying so hard and tho I know why I cried so hard- I don't feel that way now
I'm always saying sorry cause I am- but thos were not my words
Tho's words fell from me and I heard some of them so I feel so sorry and an all around horrible person.
I'm hurting my kids by my changes, my moods are horrid, my face doesn't look the same and I say things one time and mean it and then not the other and mean it.
I know I'm flipent, but I love them so dear
today, right now, I feel maybe they would be better off without me till I get better.
Please body change the now to later, feel something but this, this is the worst!!!!!